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Love, Medicine & Miracles

0060919833.m.gif (6360 bytes)This excerpt is taken from Dr. Bernie Siegel's book, Love, Medicine & Miracles, published by Harper & Row, Publishers, 1986.

THE HEALING PARTNERSHIP

Mr. Wright, a client of psychologist Bruno Klopfer in 1957, had far-advanced lymphosarcoma. All known treatments had become ineffective. Tumors the size of oranges littered his neck, armpits, groin, chest and abdomen. His spleen and liver were enormously enlarged. The thoracic lymph duct was swollen closed, and one to two quarts of milky liquid had to be drained from his chest each day. He had to have oxygen to breathe, and his only medicine now was a sedative to help him on his way.
     Despite his state, Mr. Wright still had hope. He'd heard of a new drug called Krebiozen, which was to be evaluated at the clinic where he lay. He didn't qualify for the program, because the experimenters wanted subjects with a life expectancy of at least three and preferably  six months. Wright begged so hard, however, that Klopfer decided to give him one injection on Friday, thinking he would be dead by Monday and the Krebiozen could be given to someone else. Klopfer was in for a surprise:

     I had left him febrile, gasping for air, completely bedridden. Now, here he was, walking  around the ward, chatting happily with the nurses, and spreading his message of good cheer to any who would listen. Immediately I hastened to see the others...No change, or change for the worse was noted. Only in Mr.Wright was there a brilliant improvement. The tumor masses had melted like snowballs on a hot stove, and in only these few days, they were only half their original size! This is, of course, far more rapid regression than most radio-sensitive tumors could display under heavy X-ray given each day. And we already knew his tumors were no longer sensitive to irradiation. Also, he had had no other treatment outside the single useless "shot".
     This phenomenon demanded an explanation, but not only that, it almost insisted that we open our minds to learn, rather than try to explain. So, the injections were given three times weekly as planned, much to the joy of the patient.....Within 10 days he was able to be discharged from his "deathbed," practically all signs of his disease having vanished in this short time. Incredible as it sounds, this "terminal" patient gasping  for his last breath through an oxygen mask was now not only breathing normally, and fully active, he took off in his own plane and flew at 12,000 feet with no discomfort.
     ...[W]ithin two months, conflicting reports began to appear in the news, all of the testing clinicians reporting no results...This disturbed Mr. Wright considerably...[H]e was... logical and disturbed in his thinking, and he began to lose faith in his last hope...[A]fter two months of practically perfect health, he relapsed to his original state and became very gloomy and miserable.

     But Klopfer saw an opportunity to explore what was really going on---to find out, as he put it, how quacks achieve some of their well-documented cures. (Remember all healing is scientific) He told Wright that Krebiozen really was as promising as it had seemed, but that the early shipments had deteriorated rapidly in the bottles. He told of a new superrefined, double-strength product due to arrive tomorrow.

     The news came as a great revelation to him, and Mr. Wright, ill as he was, became his optimistic self again, eager to start over. By delaying a couple of days before the :"shipment" arrived, his anticipation of salvation had reached a tremendous pitch. When I announced that the new series of injections were about to begin, he was almost ecstatic and his faith was very strong.
     With much fanfare, and putting on quite an act... I administered the first injection of the doubly potent, fresh prerperation---consisting of  fresh water and nothing more. The results of this experiment were quite unbelievable to us at the time, although we must have had some suspicion of the remotely possible outcome to have even attempted it at all.
      Recovery from the second near-terminal state was even more dramatic than the first. Tumor masses melted, chest fluid vanished, and he became ambulatory, and even went back to flying again. At this time he was certainly the picture of health. The water injections were continued, since they worked such wonders. He then remained symptom free for over two months. At this time the final AMA announcement appeared in the press---"Nationwide tests show Krebiozen to be a worthless drug in treatment of cancer."
     Within a few days of this report Mr.Wright was readmitted to the hospital in extremis; his faith was now gone, his last hope vanished, and he succumbed in less than two days.

 

Peace, Love & Healing

0060917059.m.gif (6227 bytes)This beautiful story is an excerpt from Dr. Bernie Siegel's second book, Peace, Love & Healing, published by Harper & Row Publishers, 1989.

The Physiology of Love, Joy and Optimism

    In January of 1983 John Florio, a seventy-eight year old landscape gardener, was contemplating retirement. He developed abdominal pain and underwent a GI series, which showed an ulcer. He was treated for one month and re-x-rayed to see  if the ulcer had healed. This time, however, it was larger and looked malignant. A biopsy revealed cancer of the stomach.
   I first met John in late February when he was referred to my office for surgery. I suggested to him that we get him into a hospital right away since I was going on vacation, and I thought that with a rapidly advancing cancer he ought to have surgery immediately. He looked at me and said, "You forgot something." "What did I forget?" I asked. "It's springtime. I'm a landscape gardener, and I want to make the world beautiful. That way, if I survive, it's a gift. If I don't, I will have left a beautiful world."
    Two weeks after my vacation, he returned to the office, saying, "The world is beautiful, I'm ready." He looked incredibly well the night after his surgery, with no pain or discomfort. The pathology report revealed: "Adenocarcinoma,  poorly differentiated, invasive through gastric wall and into perigastric adipose tissue. Proximal margin involved by tumor, seven of sixteen lymph nodes positive to tumor." That simply meant he still had a lot of cancer left in him after the operation. I explained to him that he ought to consider chemotherapy and x-ray therapy to deal with the residual cancer. "You forget something," he said. "What did I forget this time?" "It's still spring. I don't have time for all that." He was totally at peace, healed rapidly and was out of the hospital well ahead of schedule. (His granddaughter, an oncology nurse at Yale, was fully aware of the findings and his choice.)
    Two weeks later he was back in my office, complaining that his stomach was upset, and I thought, "Aha, it's the cancer again." It turned out to be a virus, which I treated symptomatically, and he left my office.
    In March of 1987 I arrived at my office and saw John's name in the chart rack. "You must have the wrong chart," I said to the nurse. "No that's the right chart," she said. "Then there must be two people with the same name." "No, no," she insisted, "he's sitting in there." Then I showed her his pathology report to explain why I assumed she had made a mistake. If you think pathology reports predict the future of an individual, it wouldn't seem possible that I could be seeing John four years after his operation. But that's who I saw when I walked into my examine room.
    I again feared that his visit would be related to cancer. Before I could ask him anything, the  first words out of his mouth were "Don't forget, this is only my second post-operative visit." I think he wanted to make sure the insurance would cover it. "But why are you here?" I asked. "I have a question," he said. "I'd like to know what you can eat after a stomach operation." "Four years after, anything! But tell me, why are you here?" I asked. "I have a question," he said. "I'd like to know what you can eat after a stomach operation." I have a hernia from lifting boulders in my landscape business." Since he refused to be admitted to the hospital, I repaired it under local anesthesia on an outpatient basis, and he was off and running again. If he rested at all I'd be surprised, even though he promised to have two young men do his normal work the first few weeks after surgery.
    John is one of those exceptional patients who seem to most clinicians to defy understanding. But I have learned that all of these exceptional patients have stories to tell and lessons to teach. It's not just a matter of being lucky or having "well behaved" diseases (slow growing tumors, "spontaneous" remissions and so forth). What you have to understand is that there is a biology of the individual as well as a biology of the disease, each affecting the other. On the day of diagnosis we don't know either well enough to use a pathology report to predict the future.
    It is now six years after his surgery, and John celebrated his eighty-third birthday recently. You have to wonder - what has happened to his cancer?
    I don't know if his immune system eliminated it or if it's still in there, enjoying  John's life so much that it's going along for the ride. What I do know is that when you look at John what you see are signs of his ability to live and love. Still passionate about his life's work, he sends me letters with clippings about the therapeutic value of the outdoors and an article about himself in the local newspaper that quotes him as saying "If I find a little marigold just lying there, I feel so sorry for it I just put a hole in the ground with my finger and plant it." The article ends by saying "Today  ....  John is still on the job, planting and pruning. He loves it. And like the legendary cowboy who proudly professes he wants to die in the saddle with his boots on, he says when his turn comes 'I always pray that I'll die at work, gardening.' "
    Working outdoors, John maintains what I call a celestial connection, and, like patients in the hospital who have been shown to heal faster when their room has a view of the sky, he is healthier because of it. John is too busy living to be sick. That's his real secret. But how, in scientific terms, do we account for him? What can we learn from him? Is there really a philosophy of optimism, love and joy?

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