I was born into christianity, I always wanted to believe in it. Even when I was young I didn't believe. I used to get angry at the stories where innocent animals died ( this was before i heard the stories of innocent children dying) in Oct. 2000 i discovered all of these teachings of other religions that my mom and other church members tried to hide from me. I can not believe all of the horrors were created by a so called loving god. Then I realized the christian stories were blaming people for what happened to them. I am not being cruel about it. I can remeber the preacher standing at the pulpit telling about how infants were back hearted and how the world would end. Those sermons would cause many sleepless nights of terror. I always felt oppressed in the church buildings. I was always deppressed when I left I began to feel free and now I am a lot happier.

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