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recruited by the evil 'born again' people after my mother died... programmed toaccept the jesus myth as a child.. especaially after my father committed suicide when i was a child!!
I was seeing 'demons'.. being 'raped' by them.. all sorts of hell broke loose.... i was told that it was the 'devil' and that i needed to have demons cast out of me!!..... i realized that this god was evil, and that i needed to get out of it... i became more rational, through having to deprogram myself and realized that it was all an ilusion!! 'god' was invented by evil people in order to frighten them and/or control them!! it is all evil... that is when i realized that there is no 'god' at all, that there is no meaning to life. and that death is final... i am still suffering the consequnces.. still hearing voices and at times i cannot control my mind... this is a nightmare, but at least i know the truth now.. goodbye.
| diamond@hitoori.com | |
| Sex | Female |
| Location | London, UK |
| Age I Joined | child/21 |
| Age I Left | 33-37 |
| What I am now | atheist, existentialist, |
| Recommended reading | 'combatting cult mind control' by steve hassan. |