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I was Raised Roman Catholic. I love the every life is precious adoptions an option stuff however i dont think that gay marriage is somethign to be condemned and bashed so hatefully:/ Im not gay but for those that are i kinda feel for them:/

When i turned 8 thigns changed. Big time. Thats when i started Going to St elizabeth Catholic school. I have learning problems (ADD bipolar depression) and the principal said i belong in a school with down syndrome kids (and apprently not in a suppsoedly all-accepting Catholic school) there were some teachers that tried to teach me and help but all in all i wasnt very happy after that. When i was eight years old a spirit told me that someone whould be murdered in my grandmothers house. I was under the beleif that talking to spirits was wrong and whould get you locked up. sadly its a Christian/Roman cahtolic beleif:/. ok going foreward in time. when i was 16 i came across a book that said Zen cahtolicism. It opened the door a little bit. less than a year later my Boss also roman cahtolic had a book on Taoism. I thought nothing of it at the time however i did remember having an interest in it. I do beleive Jesus christ exists i saw him in a dream once. However, the beleif that beign psychic is bad is one that i disagree with completely because im psychic and had this gift for years. Also i reserched the Bible itself and realized hell is a greek folk tale and the city of seven hills and the whore of Babylon referrs to the Roman cahtolic church according to the Catholic encyclopedia. The expereinces i had as a little kid mainly turned me off from chrisitnaity altogether .

also why whould an unconditonally loving God have hell an ETERNAL hell? a Few weeks ago I questioned the Bible because i thought it wrong. I prayed for God to guide me and show me the truth for myself not for others for myself. I reserched other beleifs and i reserched taoism I KNEW God himself guided me to it because of the naggings in my heart. a few weeks ago i was talking to a best frined of mine and he yelled at me that Christianity is the only true path and i was goign to hell. I thought to myself that this sounded very satanic to come from such a devout christian it was the last straw and im content in saying ill never go back. Taoists do beleive in God and satan tho but not in hell.:) They dont belevie we are gods as buddhists do and i liek that alot:))) But i beleive GOd guided me to it because if the hints he gave me:)

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Sex Female
Why I joined Raised Roman Catholic
Why I left Life examination, Asked God for guidance basically read reserched and realized
What I was Roman Catholic, Zen catholic Book, Taoist, Messianic Jew, Buddhist
What I am now i am Taoist with some Jewish beleifs