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Growing up in the deep south, I always questioned the assumptions of the church. I was taught I should accept the scripture without reservation. When I began to think of Jesus as a political radical, I was questioned and confronted by the most important community in my life.
I left the church, but later became deeply committed to the message of peace, political activism, and compassion I saw in the stories about Jesus. I wanted an object through which to pass my own experience of radical love, and attended seminary, graduating with multiple honors, grants, and prospects. However, I was denied ordination after voicing my belief that homosexuals should be granted full civil rights and acceptance in the church.
I am currently still searching, and practice my idea about life by working as a homeless advocate in a busy urban area. I listen and try to cultivate hope without attaching it to the Christian motive.
| Sex | Female |
| Location | Boston, MA, US |
| Age I Joined | 28 |
| Why I joined | I wanted to find an expression for my love for others. I believed I would become more compassionate by being a Christian, I wanted to follow the teachings of the desert mystics--their understanding of love. |
| Age I Left | 39 |
| Why I left | Because of the church's hatred of homosexuals and its unwillingness to ordain me due to a divorce. I could not accept the resurrection as factual. |
| What I was | Attended Seminary, United Methodist Pastor, Christian |
| What I am now | Non-Believer, Radical, Liberal |
| Recommended reading | I demand mercy, not sacrifice. |