From age none I was predestined to be this goody goody christian that would leave a good friend for just drinking. I would be taken to church every sunday for sometime. After a couple of years my parents stop taking me to this congregation of lyers in about the 4th grade. This is when i went into a severe depression where i lost many friends and developed a ocd. This was all because of my discovering mind being manipulated by christians. During this time i started to discover how to program my sub-conscious, and attune to an order that was beyond me.

I started realizing that christianity was a big load of dog crap when i was in about 7th grade. Slowly I would listen to the preacher start to contradict things he's said before, and tell me things i knew were wrong, to be right. Such as judging one another, the sinless but godless people are to be damned for hell, and things like every one else is wrong, which i felt if theres about 2-4 billion people that wernt christian that would be hard to believe.

I met my friend Matt my junior year which i only have 2 more days of(hoo ray). I was a xionist at the time and he would always question my believes. One day he asked how all the animals on the planet could get onto one ark and survive for 40 days. I told him that the storm was a nuclear storm caused by the valcanic ash covering the atmosphere covering the earth from the sun, causing a huge rain, and the reason he could get all the animals on the arc is that animals were much smaller than they are now, and that pangea was a reality. He countered everything that my preacher told me to say in defense while i was in biology class, with logic and reason.

The weird thing is that I was friends with my childhood friend nate, and he introduced me to his cousin Justin, and Justin was relatedd to someone named madonna. Now i was becoming friends with matt while this was happening and just so happen that matt was related to madonnna, and all this time Madonna and matt were teaching me about paganism and wicca. Madonna was into healing, and Matt was into dark magic and he could make it rain whenever he wanted.

So this inspired me to become more attuned with a truth, so i became a druid, but i havnt got'n into anything specific, but i started rune divination, pendulam divination, precognitve thinking, extrasensory perception, energy manipulations, and having outer body exps.

I hope this helps with any of you christians, but it probably wont because i know all of you will fight people that dont believe to death to keep your lie alive. Oh and if you think about becoming a pagan dont become one becuase you were bullied when you were little, or you dont believe in christianity and you want something cool to do with your life, do it for the truth and for the better life. Nothing makes me more mad than people that become pagan for selfish reasons.

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