You see I don't hate Christians, I hate the fact going to school there was a staff member named Star, She consistently preached God and told everyone that they were going to hell....Everyone except staff members. Although that Violates the code. They never fired her...Later on during a Psychotic breakdown I converted to Christianity...It was like a Euphoria at first and I was happy, Only learning later on...I was introverted, Fearing of Hell and getting more psychotic overtime...Leaving my hidden and with no life whatsoever.. I had no friends, my family hated me, everyone hated me...even Christians hated me. I wanted to commit suicide and to this day i'm still confused and scarred.

Later on I had stopped learning from the Bible....took a break.. My brother became severely Psychotic as a result of church/bible...That he told me demons possessed him and that everyone was evil and knew who we were and that we were the only real Christians....I believed him because I was also extremely Psychotic...I have Bipolar Disorder 1 and it eventually worsened from this. He got me to believe all sorts of conspiracy theorys and irriational thoughts... That the Government was going to kill us because we knew the truth... Then my brother told me he was Jesus then the Antichrist...Though I never believed that...Then I knew how crazy everything had gotten...Then my brother started becoming violent toward me as a result of Bible/Church and of course I was the evil one now. I was the one fearing for my life everytime I saw him. I finally realized my life was ruined and damaged and had nobody to help me. My therapist was a Chistian who convinced me Demons were altering my mind ...Not only that she first yold me it was wrong to sin...then once saved always saved..the once again you will go to Hell if you sin..contradictory much like the book itself.... My brother also to this day tells me demons talk to him and cause involuntary movements.... I had to leave for fear i might lose my sanity. Thank you :)

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