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It was 1999 and I was at a low point in my life. My mother had died of cancer after taking care of her since I was 14, I had just lost my job, a place to live, and my job. Even though I considered myself a Christian, there was something missing.
A few months later, I managed to pick up the pieces and get back on my feet. One night, I decieded to try meditation. After about an hour, I began to feel a presence that I could only describe as God. I was surrounded by perfect, unconditional love. It was if all of my problems were gone, and my questions regarding my faith were answered.
Religon has absolutely NOTHING to do with the TRUE nature of God. God IS love, and that is his/her only nature. How could hell exist with such a perfect loving God? My blind faith was shattered in an instant, and was replaced by truth, direct from the source. God is bigger that anyone can imagine.
In an odd twist, science has come to realize that God is in every single particle in the universe, and not only did God create our universe, he has created an infinite number of other universes in realms of dimensions that our puny human brain couldn't possibly percieve.
These findings and others like it back up what was shown to me by God. Jesus was no more of a God than WE are. We are all God. We all have the capacity to do the work of Jesus. I now see the hypocrisy that is modern christianity. They are lost and dis-connected from God. If armageddon happens, it will be their doing, and they WILL be here to suffer the consequences of the wars, greed, ignorance, and ungodly doings that they have brought upon this planet.
It is time for another age of enlightenment, when we as humans will see things in a new light.
| jshhmr@aol.com | |
| Sex | Male |
| Location | Fort Worth, Tx, US |
| Age I Joined | 14 |
| Why I joined | I was a confused teenager in search of spirituality |
| Age I Left | 28 |
| Why I left | God slapped me in the face!! |
| What I was | 5 years of Christian School |