I am breaking a record-2 months of being a christian.

I am a buddhist by birth-well it's actually of because my country requires everyone to register themselves with a religion.

I got a lot of friends who are christians-strange enough,they even gone through the same school syllabus with me without doubting enough-some of them are even active in their church activities.

When I am about 17 ,I start to read the bible.But I did not notice the problem until I baptised and discussed the bible.

I can't believe the way they regard to non-christians.Hell,anti-wisdom,and infallible,sacred going anywhere.I become pressured,as my mind become binded

The western countries has improve their management styles,but not their religion.

They say Satan was trying to deconvert me.But I found that my soul is not free. Now I see that the devil and angel is both in our mind.

That day I decided to quit.I realised that I have to find the truth myself

Before I am a christian,I despise the oriental wisdom(even I am a chinese).Now I start to reread tao de ching,confucius books.

I can't stand it-people is kept cycling a internal system instead of looking out of the window.

They reject anything else than christian.( not all of them-when I break the news that i want to deconvert,one of the church member did not even scold me or even angry with me.I will say that this church member is trully christian)

I f anyone of you grown up with deep oriental education,you'll realise that western knowledge is of different constitution.

Their knowledge is "all old books are good,science are bad.True,Science is not infallible,but we must to cope with current issues and think.

I am still not exactly free of christianity,but i think people ought to follow christ example of love.

What I am doing now?I am trying to rest for a while,and start to research and experience myself.I am currently reasearching why jews don't think jesus is messiah and the original meaning of the original word.If you want to find the truth,read philosophy.

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