I was raised from birth and later beaten and threatened to go to church,and ever since even though i did not believe i continued to make believe so i would not have to listen to the preaching from relitives.

I suffer from MS and have went through all the crap of being prayed for and prayed over and annoited with baby oil. I have even prayed and cried and im no better off its a lot of crap and Im tired of trying to believe there is some devine being out there whos going to save us all.I dont believe but I have found inner peace since I quit depending on someone or some thing to decide how my life is goig to end up. My Mother believes she is a Minister and always tells me alot of bull and now I get the pleasure of telling her I dont believe.Then I will find out how much more I will have to listen to,Probley alot.

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