After 50yrs starting with a bad childhood and concluding with the conclusion that God seems to be a God only concerned with glory for himself. And since he is God who is going to tell him anything?

Lets talk about the Bible, It compares Mankind to a Supreme Being. Whats the contest there? Mankind is the creation of the Creator who inserts a bad super being as his reason to the sufferings of mankind which frees the Creator to all good and allowing all bad to another. If this is questioned Then a person becomes a out cast and sufferings are bestowed upon him. Even if people do what the Creator says they may still suffer the wrath of the Creator, because mankind has a sin bestowed upon them at birth making the Creator ever worry of his creation.

Thus at any time the Creator wants (FAULT) can be found and therefore the suffering are justified even nessary so that a person will desire the Creator. Which brings us to the SUFFERING OF MANKIND WE HAVE HAD SO MUCH THAT WE NEED GOD.

The Creator knowledge is on its own level. He makes a Creation to suffer so that it then desires The Creator. As if the Creator looks into a mirror and needs Glory that which will not Glorify cannot be of the Creator. Hell therefore is a broken mirror in the Creators conception of created existence.

As a child the many dreams visions and hardships were caused by my willingness to question or reason the Creator. As my Adult years came the sufferings ran over to those around me. This in Family Friends and livelyhood. I prospered no place no how no way. And the sufferings were justified by a Creator who reasoned there was no glory toward The Creator so THE HELL WITH ME. My Loves meant nothing to the Creator. My being only meant to the Creator How could Glory toward The Creator be.

Finally after living 50yrs I can say after many sorrows many sorrows on my body and in my life That God desires only one thing GLORY.So beaten and broke and miserable I confess Theres a Creator who creates I hope this satisfies the Creator. Or maybe? the suffering was caused by this statement The creator might have fore seen.

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