Stories listed by reason for joining
"born again" under pressure in highschool by friend's mother. Looked inward to rediscover the true religion of my folk 0.7K
"forced to" applies, that's what i grew up doing/being Something was wrong with the big picture. 1.9K
"only god gives self control" Massive Depression from Waste of Many, Many Years 2.0K
'moved' by the spirit at church camp. Taking Responsibility for My Life 4.1K
a church opened nearby Story 0401 1.7K
a need for meaning to life and hope of life after death. Following Christ is Nearly Impossible 3.8K
a search for the truth A fools paradise 6.9K
a true desire to 'speak in tongues' Reversion is truly the way of the Dao... 2.8K
a way of dealing with frustrations of being a teenager, parents, et all. Church of Christ minister for 10 years - What a Waste! 2.7K
about to come out of the army life seemed very dark, confusing. wanted to see the light. Buying a diet plan from a fat man 5.6K
acceptance A Curious Mind 3.6K
Street Minister becomes Atheist 4.6K
an friend became a christian and drug free It did save my life, but then I was miserable 4.3K
appealed to me at a lonely flat spot of life. Took the time to read the Bible for myself CRITICALLY 1.5K
at a very low time in my life, my brother set out to convert me. he had me read "know why you believe." i became convinced that the evidence for the birth, life, death and resurrection of jesus was overwhelming. My Journey To Love and Freedom 18.7K
at birth i was told that all other religions are the wrong ones and told to like the church. i never did. Over a silly book............... 0.8K
at the time, it seemed the logical thing to do. no, really, i mean it. Credo, Credavi, Sum sine credo, Credabo 15.9K
attended a roman catholic school and went to the boy scouts. Thanks for everything, John Paul. 2.8K
aunt used to take me to church. that's about it, really. It just never made sense to me 3.5K
avoid hell It's Hell to Believe in Hell 4.2K
babtised without consent Awakening the druid within
bapizted My name is Lucifer, Please take my heart. 2.7K
baptised as an infant, re-confirmed at 29 I finally quit the fight and started living 4.5K
baptised as infant Making my own decisions on what to believe -- or not believe 1.6K
baptised at birth God is dead... we killed him. 9.1K
baptised into it I think, therefore, I'm not Christian. 1.6K
baptism From Convert to Pervert 0.5K
baptized a catholic, so not really by choice It's not like, whoops, where'd it go? 1.3K
baptized as a baby without my consent The Pope looks like Skeletor... 1.8K
baptized as infant Death Cult for Sheeple 1.1K
baptized at 2 months Realization 0.2K
baptized at 2 months old and dragged to church every week by my mother My long and winding journey to the truth is over 7.4K
because feared hell islam
because i always believed in a god, and i had a desire to really want to "get close" to this god. Former Fundamentalist Turns Atheist After Eight Years of Belief. 2.8K
because i thought if i didn't i would go to hell, forever the day I became a born again un-believer 1.0K
because i thought jesus loved me, also parents did it, so i had no choice From fundamentailst to Free Thinker 5.4K
because i was bitter, hurt, and felt like a victim, like most xtians do. The xtian G-d is a False One 0.5K
because i was brainwashed Christians mess with your brain. 2.8K
because i was expected to. Freedom from religion 3.7K
because i was in a psych facility run by born-again xians who persecuted my religion (asatru) Walker Between Worlds 2.3K
because i was raised christian From Southern Baptist to Pagan 3.6K
because i was scared of going to hell How I escaped 20 years of Christian indoctrination
because i'm mentally ill. i have a severely mentally i'll brother that brainwashed me, told me he was christ then told me he was the anti-christ...before all that occured he told me i was going to hell. My Hell Here 2.0K
because it provided any answer at all to why we are here, ect. A sad excuse for a God 0.8K
because my parents taught me that it was the correct and proper thing to do. Christianity is man-made 5.6K
because of my parents My Testimony 11.7K
because of the love-talk and faked niceness of fundamentalists Be temperate- do not be a fundamentalist ! 1.4K
becoming a christian wasn't a choice-i was taken to church from the time i was a baby to the time i was in middle school. Because I've Never REALLY Been A Christian 4.1K
belief reinforced with bogus josh mcdowell apologetics Making Contact With Reality 0.3K
believed it was true I Was A Happy Christian 6.9K
believed the bible The injustice of Hell at the hands of a merciful god 5.7K
birth/ forced rational child grown 1.0K
born A long journey 1.1K
no hard feelings, just a personal realization 2.2K
born and baptised A Hard Choice. 3.0K
born and brainwashesd into it. Catholicism? Not for this girl! 7.2K
born and raised How I rode the winds of morning to atheism. 1.1K
I looked, and there was no truth found in you! 3.7K
born and raised as such Story 0356 0.3K
born and raised that way Story 0480 4.0K
born and raised, but got more involved at the start of middle school because i had no friends at school. A Very Chirstian Puberty 5.5K
born catholic The never-ending search for prema 2.8K
born in christian family To thine own self be true 7.3K
born in the faith A story of disappointment 3.2K
born into Why I Stopped Being a Christian 2.6K
born into religion Disinfected of the Christian Meme
born into a catholic family Into the arms of a loving God 1.5K
born into a fundamentalist christian family Oops...we were wrong!
born into a fundamentalist family I survived Bob Jones University 0.4K
born into christian family Spiral 17.8K
born into it It answers nothing & changes nothing. Sad waste of time. 4.9K
"Wine Was Different Back Then" 9.0K
Born Again Pagan 2.2K
what i realized 2 2.1K
my freedom and its price 2.0K
In the Defernse of My own Principles 1.6K
Religion Schmeligion, or, Born Again Religionless 0.9K
Wanna join my church? 0.5K
The Supremacy of Reason
All about Life's Theater 2.1K
Bible Belt dun screwed up 2.1K
Born Again Atheist 2.6K
mental and emotional torture 2.8K
A double life no more! 4.4K
born into it, but fully committed at 14 just due to really believing it, wanting to please people, and it gave me a reason to live, an escape from my depression. Christianity Nearly Drove Me Insane 12.1K
born into it, go figure Snakes and Spiders 1.0K
born into it. It made no sense. 3.5K
Concerning the Intellectual Impotence of Religion 1.8K
I thought it was a metaphor or something 1.0K
From ELCA To Secular Humanism
born into missionary family, believed what i was told, especially about hell. Missionary Kid Finally Grows Up 9.0K
born into... or i thought i was Truth reared it's ugly head 1.3K
born to a catholic family Looked inward to rediscover the true religion of my folk 0.7K
born to a christian family I can't see how anyone who gives it long thought could stay christian. 1.9K
born to it Wasted 3.4K
boyfriend Easter-Christmas Christian turns Hindu, atheist, Catholic, deist, atheist again
brainwashed Good little fundy Christian boy goes terribly wrong 5.2K
Pious Lies, and Assholeness of BibleGod 3.6K
My name is Lucifer, Please take my heart. 2.7K
Ex-United Pentecostal 0.3K
brainwashed at a young age RELIGION ISTHE OPIATEOF THE MASSES, most definitely 1.5K
brainwashed by a newly widowed mother Natural Born Atheist 0.4K
brainwashed by it Born Again Pagan 2.2K
brainwashing You didn't really need a functioning mind, did you? 3.6K
brainwashing by bob jones university via local baptist church My Journey to and from Bob Jones University 2.1K
brainwashing from birth Cutting out the irrelevant dead middle-guy 1.1K
brainwashing from bob jones university via a local baptist church Bush and Jesus Got Their Own Thing Goin'
brothers and sisters Athiest father and the church's hypocrisy 2.2K
brought up as One of the easy deconversions 2.0K
Reality shock through reading and thinking.
Finally admitting the truth... 2.3K
I finally realized it wasn't my fault 1.3K
Making Contact With Reality 0.3K
There and back again... 10.5K
brought up as a christian Same Old Song 1.6K
God, our abusive father 0.9K
brought up as, or else I think, therefore, I'm not Christian. 1.6K
brought up as/brainwashed those darn christians 1.0K
brought up christian Born-Again Heathen: from Christianity to Asatru 6.9K
brought up in the bible belt Religion simply can't stand up against plain logic. 1.3K
brought up that way Why I left the Jehovah's Witnesses 8.1K
caught in weak moment Lies, damn lies, and asking too many questions 0.5K
childhood indoctrination There is only Mystery 5.6K
childhood influence Crazy Religion 3.4K
christian family Hypocrisy, arogance, and my personal gain 1.5K
A/G Christian turned exChristian 6.6K
christian kids Hypocrisy, arogance, and my personal gain 1.5K
christian school Massive Depression from Waste of Many, Many Years 2.0K
christian worldview and thinking permeated my household and school (parochial schools). Former Pastor, Current Atheist 1.5K
christianity was "it". i was "born again". Witnessing Asshole for an Asshole God 1.6K
christianity was the philosophy/religion that i was most familiar with. From apathetic Catholic, to Christian Fundamentalist, to apathetic agnostic 2.0K
church involvement Free at last! 0.7K
coaxed by influential adults...stayed for the camaraderie of the kids my age. We're all worm-bait in the end 0.9K
community church involvement Christianity destroys hope 1.4K
confusion a silent god 1.5K
conned would be the right word My Testimony 24.4K
convention and tradition Escape from a Default Religion 0.8K
conversion experience From good little christian girl to lesbian pagan 2.2K
conversion experience at meeting From incredible conversion experience to total atheism 4.4K
converted into roman catholicism so that i could alter serve A Once Altar Server now serving her own altar. )O( 3.7K
cradle christian Sh*t happens! 1.9K
cs lewis narnia books Opposite direction 5.5K
curiosity Story 0401 1.7K
curious God is a Lie / It's My Choice 7.9K
deceptively nice christians tricked me. Story 0183 5.8K
decision was made for me Altar boy deprograms himself 0.6K
desire to find meaning in life A Long, Strange Trip 5.0K
despair and looking for 'hope' I JUST CAN'T IGNORE IT! Theological Inconsistencies, Astrological Tendencies 3.5K
desperate My Anti-testimony 7.6K
desperately needed to be loved and accepted Can't Ignore the Hypocrisy and Contradiction any more.... 1.8K
devout mother Free at last! 0.7K
did not choose My Journey to Modern Satanism 1.4K
didn't know any better Witnessing Asshole for an Asshole God 1.6K
didn't know i had a choice Witnessing Asshole for an Asshole God 1.6K
didn't know i had any other options. thought it was "it". From Born Again to UU Asatruer 2.2K
easy answers A decade of disillusionment 14.3K
education Christian to atheist to preacher and back to atheist 9.8K
emotional need From Superstition to Reason 8.6K
emotions Becomming a "Born-again" atheist.
enjoyed mystery Reality shock through reading and thinking.
enjoyed serious reflection Reality shock through reading and thinking.
From contented devotion to exhilarating freedom -- a detailed analytical account 12.4K
escapism To thine own self be true 7.3K
esteem-bldr Story 0008
eventually brainwashed My journey... 2.2K
everyone close to me was christian. Ex Congregational Methodist 10.1K
expected A Curious Mind 3.6K
experiencing spiritual things confussed xian. 0.9K
extreme pressure from father, grandparents, and youth leaders Finding Peace and Freedom After Years of Observing Christian Fanatacism 8.0K
family Finding Peace and Freedom After Years of Observing Christian Fanatacism 8.0K
My Deconversion 5.5K
G-d can not be himself and his son all at once... 1.4K
the new messiah 0.6K
Athiest father and the church's hypocrisy 2.2K
Death of Faith 2.6K
family and friends wanted me to A story of disappointment 3.2K
family and i went to catholic school for my whole life Bunch of hypocrites 2.3K
family tradition A Curious Mind 3.6K
family upbringing Devout Christian to Devout Pagan 2.4K
family, but when i was 17 was in a church group, and when i was 20-21 dated a christian I value Reason more than Wishful Thinking 1.6K
father a pastor "Wine Was Different Back Then" 9.0K
fear Patheon of Gods 2.3K
Woke up 1.1K
fear of dying Saved From Chritianity at Biola University 4.7K
fear of god RELIGION ISTHE OPIATEOF THE MASSES, most definitely 1.5K
fear of hell My Spiritual Journey
Former Poster Girl For Christianity 4.5K
Glad to be free of the biblical God 5.9K
Pious Lies, and Assholeness of BibleGod 3.6K
The Christian Meme Exposed
Disinfected of the Christian Meme
Once a fundamentalist asshole, now a gay atheist 12.2K
A decade of disillusionment 14.3K
fear of hell, hope for a better life Modern Job 2.5K
fear, feeling right there is no sin . . . only I can forgive myself 7.2K
fear, guilt and the desire to be "better" than i was. Ex-Pentecostal - Now Freedman 4.5K
feeling of being approved by god From contented devotion to exhilarating freedom -- a detailed analytical account 12.4K
felt forced My reasons for leaving. 0.4K
felt it made sense and it gave understanding and peace in a chaotic world. Awakened by reason and honesty 4.2K
for a sense of safety, family, security and belonging. i came from a very violent dysfunctional family. xtianity almost drove me insane 10.4K
force Started to think with logic 0.8K
forced from birth How Joe Became An Atheist
forced to by mother Christian mother abused me horribly 5.3K
forced to by mother - you know, that passed down from generation to generation without anyone in line kicking back and saying, "wtf is this?" thing! siamese twins joined at the head and dinosaurs! 3.6K
forced to in childhood My Journey 0.7K
forced upon me by parents I think, therefore, I'm not Christian. 1.6K
friends "Losing My Religion"--again 3.4K
Christianity destroys hope 1.4K
hypocritical doctrine and followers
Beware of God
friends went Story 0008
friends who were jesus people A Long, Strange Trip 5.0K
friendship My journey... 2.2K
friendship.family Christians made me feel worthless 0.5K
fundamentalist high school A decade of disillusionment 14.3K
genetic predisposition to religiosity A Long, Strange Trip 5.0K
get friends Good little fundy Christian boy goes terribly wrong 5.2K
get out of drugs The injustice of Hell at the hands of a merciful god 5.7K
girls brigade Story 0203 4.3K
go along with christian friend better off Without it 3.3K
god sounded helpful My Spiritual Journey
grandfather, and two uncles are lutheran pasters. i was raised as such, and believed i was damned if i didn't follow. Black Sheep Ex Christian 1.7K
grandmother a founding member of cult. "Wine Was Different Back Then" 9.0K
grandmother's influence. There and back again... 10.5K
grew up in it Why I Left 21.8K
Good little fundy Christian boy goes terribly wrong 5.2K
Outgrowing Religion 4.2K
grew up into it Pretty boring 1.5K
grew up with it No beliefs are better than false beliefs. 0.3K
grew up with it. Doubt and critical mass: how much is too much?
grew up, but also by rational choice (studied theology, philosophy, also post-graduate social & natural sciences) xtian to KARAITE Judaism without Talmud or Rabbis 0.6K
guilt The injustice of Hell at the hands of a merciful god 5.7K
Liberation and Cruelty 2.0K
Teen Challenge 2.0K
You didn't really need a functioning mind, did you? 3.6K
had it forced on me by my family Story 0436
had no choice what i realized 2 2.1K
found it to be confusing, irrational. 0.5K
Story 0356 0.3K
had no choice and were no other options The Christian Meme Exposed
had no choice in the matter Judeo-Christians: Tyranny and Evil 7.0K
had no other choices Disinfected of the Christian Meme
healing experience Liberated from Abusive, Religious Childhood 1.1K
heavy family pressure Born-Again Heathen: from Christianity to Asatru 6.9K
helped me make sense out of life A decade of disillusionment 14.3K
historical evidence Not wanting to be a hypocrite 3.1K
honestly because i was terrified of hell. Leaving Fundamentalism 3.4K
honestly, because i didn't want to end up in hell. Prayer didn't work/could no longer ignore discrepancies & contradictions 5.8K
hope and that jesus loved me Deconversion due to reasoning/ faith didnt help 3.8K
i am not really sure- maybe the threat of hell made me scared into praying. Wanted to believe 2.8K
i became a christian because i thought it would be productive and that they offered real spiritual guidance. Sin is a Lie. Only God the Parent Guides Me Now 1.5K
i became a christian because it appealed to my necessity for security, family and intellectual growth. Maker, maker what are you? 4.5K
i believe it all. The blue or the red pill (the Matrix) 1.1K
i believed it and i was raised to be a christian. From Christianity to Atheism 9.4K
i believed the gospel message, and i wanted what i believed jesus had to offer Why I am an Atheist 12.5K
i committed to what i believed in, ie the christian way of life as was inscribed upon my heart. SILENT ABUSERS 1.4K
i did like want myself and i thought that if someone loved me i would be able to love myself. Tim Foust: Why I left faith 16.9K
i did not choose From Convert to Pervert 0.5K
i didn't have a choice my mom raised me catholic I COULDN'T believe in Jesus 1.7K
i don't know. Tired of seeing good people suffer. 1.0K
i envied his new freedom and faith It did save my life, but then I was miserable 4.3K
i felt my life spinning out of control. my life was directionless, found myself pregnant and unmarried after a failed marriage. thought jesus was the answer. BIBLE CONTRADICTIONS, ERRORS & LIES 3.1K
i felt the need to feel guilt free Escape from fear
i guess that i was just seeking a more coherent meaning to life and man's purpose From apathetic Catholic, to Christian Fundamentalist, to apathetic agnostic 2.0K
i had friends there. From Nice AoG Girl to Nice Vodoun Witch 0.4K
i had neighbors willing to drive me to church after they "saved" me From Nice AoG Girl to Nice Vodoun Witch 0.4K
i had no choice I've seen the light! 5.5K
Atheist 0.6K
i had no knowledge or experience God is Absolute Pure Evil - Hail Tiamat and Apzu 2.3K
i knew there was something bigger than me "out there" and thought that could only be jesus From Nice AoG Girl to Nice Vodoun Witch 0.4K
i never was one... only expected to be one The Thin Invisible Line 1.0K
i prayed the prayer and was speaking in tongues when i was 3. sex saved me from religion 8.1K
i really didn't become one formally (not baptized). it was my mother's church of choice. we went there. The childish and primitive nature of Christianity 1.4K
i really never "became" one, i was just encouraged to accept the faith of my mother (christian science), but she later became a "medium" and involved in rakia therapy, holistic healing, metaphysics, etc., before her death. A Good Source
i resonated with the nt stories. it made sense to me then. i found jesus's life and death great poetry. it gave me peace when thinking about death. A Pastor's Step Into Rational Thought 6.2K
i saw the pure love and goodness of god through jesus christ Expecting Great Things but Receiving Hardship and Confusion 3.9K
i sincerely was seeking truth and decided to believe. My Rejection of Religion (after years of being a Christian)
i started out that way. God .vs. Organized Religion 3.3K
i stuck with it growing up fearing hell. God creating a world to burn in Hell ... way to go!! 2.8K
i though it was true How I Became An Atheist.
i thought i needed religion, and after exploring theosophy, buddisim, hare krishna, witchcraft, etc. i finally got around to the religion i was raied in, catholic. No More Fake Friends 30.5K
i thought it was a religion of love. no love or world changing truth in the church. 1.0K
i turned to christianity during a very hard time during my life when my father lost his business & my mother had been diagnosed with breast cancer Lucky me, I'm finally free! 5.1K
i wanted new friends. Story 0183 5.8K
i wanted to find an expression for my love for others. i believed i would become more compassionate by being a christian I Left Because it Supported Hate 0.9K
i wanted to follow the teachings of the desert mystics--their understanding of love. I Left Because it Supported Hate 0.9K
i was a confused teenager in search of spirituality A rebirth 1.7K
i was baptised and raised as a somewhat unusual catholic. Omnipotence and Free Will as a Discordian 2.1K
i was baptized I've seen the light! 5.5K
i was baptized as an infant & raised in a lutheran household--i never was anything but a christian. Educated Myself into Heresy 3.8K
i was baptized by my parents as a catholic Losing My Religion 5.9K
i was baptized catholic Violence and hypocrisy of Christianity made me think 3.0K
i was baptized presbyterian A Once Altar Server now serving her own altar. )O( 3.7K
i was born a christian Tired of being a slave to a 6000-year-old fairy tale 1.5K
i was born a roman catholic and just assumed it was the truth because my family believed in it and followed it. Can't understand why "salvation" took so long 0.5K
i was born and grown a christian. I wanted more and less from that god 0.9K
i was born in puerto rico and there you are "automatically" christianified Ahora no creo ni en la luz electrica 3.1K
i was born into a catholic family Opening my mind 4.0K
Hey, that kid's ringing those bells 1.3K
i was born into a catholic family. Catholic school graduate outgrows her faith
i was born into a church-going family. Just finding my own way. 1.4K
i was born into a lutheran family in minnesota. Questioning 2.0K
i was born into a typical, if slightly more hypocritical, church of christ family in the bible belt. i had no choice, i was socialized to be one. My exodus. 2.8K
i was born into a very fundamental christian family, felt as if i had to become a christian to escape hell and be accepted by my parents No answer to the tough questions 0.7K
i was born into a very religous/church going family. A deconversion of a teenager 4.3K
i was born into an italian roman catholic family and was "assumed" christian from birth and baptised at about 3 months old. From God to Goddess: My Paradise Lost and Regained 3.6K
i was born into christianty. I am FREE FROM HELL!!! 0.8K
i was born into it Kicked out into truth 6.6K
What I Realized 0.9K
The disparity between religion and reality became too great 0.3K
From Preacher's kid to bisexual witch 1.0K
i was born into it and programmed in my childhood. God Told Me to Deconvert 4.8K
i was born into it. I will not submit or kneel to their god. 1.1K
I thought I would be 'Left Behind' now I am just left of center. 4.3K
i was born into the chruch via my father who is an episcopal priest. A priest's son leaves the fold 1.3K
i was brainwashed Religion simply can't stand up against plain logic. 1.3K
i was brainwashed. My Spiritual Journey
i was brought up this way recovering fundy 7.8K
i was forced into it by my dad fear 0.5K
i was going through a difficult time My journey away from Christianity 2.7K
i was going through a marriage breakup and very vulnerable Story 0486 6.9K
i was immersed in it from childhood Frustrated by ignorance 6.0K
i was indoctrinated Witnessing Asshole for an Asshole God 1.6K
i was indoctrinated as a small child. My Semi-Spiritual Autobiography 8.9K
i was looking for help and "answers" a refugee from the evangelical/fundamentalist subculture 0.3K
i was pretty much born into it. Mentally evolving away from Christianity 5.8K
i was pretty much raised lightly as a christian A more loving way 0.9K
i was raised as one. My Rational Realization 5.0K
i was raised by christian converts and baptized as a child. Former Pastor, Current Atheist 1.5K
i was raised in a christian family p***** off and angry! found happiness though.... 4.0K
i was raised in the catholic church by my mother. The "love of Christ" was nothing but a lie 4.8K
i was raised in the faith Atheist 0.6K
i was reared in church A decade of lying and running from the fundie culture. 16.2K
i was saved during a crusade when i was 16 and followed the born-again beliefs for a few years. Can't understand why "salvation" took so long 0.5K
i was seeking the truth tears 5.8K
i was swept away with the prevailing mind control of the christian religion ......see my story Free at last from christian mind control 12.0K
i was taught to believe that it was the truth. A decade of lying and running from the fundie culture. 16.2K
i was terrified into it. The book of Fear 2.7K
i was told by everyone in my family that it was right to beleive in god penticostal 1.5K
i was told that christianity helped people christianity oppressive to women & others (i.e. GLBT-Q)
i was told, since the beginning, that i was a christian. i never questioned it. i was christian because i was told i was christian. The questions that could not be answered; only ignored. 2.7K
i was too young to decide otherwise Biding my time... 3.6K
i was too young and it kind of made sense How would I create a religion 5.2K
i was uninformed and quite honestly, uneducated Tim Foust: Why I left faith 16.9K
i was unsure of myself and want i wanted Tim Foust: Why I left faith 16.9K
i was xtian from catholic to studying for an orthodox conversion 2.2K
i was young and gullible CHRISTIANITY NEEDS SIN TO EXIST 3.5K
i was young and needed friends My Ex-Tian-Mony 0.8K
i went to church as far back as i can remember. i don't agree with my parents for doing it because i wanted to act like a kid for those 2 1/2 hours every sunday, but i'm not going to blame them for it all. so quite simply when your indoctrinated into a system your whole life you just accept it(well i did anyway) the little children had Santa and some Adults think they need Jesus 1.0K
immediate family/roots the accidental gnostic 1.9K
indoctinated from birth Christianity is Based on Logical Absurdities 6.9K
indoctrinated as a child Once a fundamentalist asshole, now a gay atheist 12.2K
indoctrination My Deconversion 5.5K
indoctrination by parents xtianity: a sedative 1.8K
influence by parents Long told about, But never really thought about 1.9K
influence of family and the need to deal with guilt. BJU Ph.D. now Agnostic 3.5K
influence of girlfriend/wife Midlife crisis cleared the fog 2.5K
influence of those around me Never thought I would be telling this story 7.9K
initially, i believed i had been convicted by the holy spirit that there was a god, that i was lost, and that i needed to serve him. Story 0500 5.4K
insecurities A fools paradise 6.9K
interest in a heritage discovered christians r elitist liars, gossips w/no conscience 1.0K
introvertive personality A Deeper Shade of Grey 0.7K
it felt good for everything to have a purpose and a meaning. Still searching 1.6K
it felt like a deity talking What the hell happened to me? 1.0K
it seemed right at the time i believe in christ. Why I turned my back on GOD 0.8K
it was (so i was told) "the right and only" thing to do Born Again Pagan 2.2K
it was a way to feel like i was ok as a person From Pentecostal to Pagan 0.6K
it was expected of me, never questioned it Could'nt make up any more excuses 2.5K
it was the only choice i had at the time. Getting Good Laughs from TBN 1.5K
it was the only way i knew A Journey into Skepticism
it was the thing to do to be a good person After the Christian dis-illusionment I found what I was looking for. 0.6K
it was the way i was raised It makes no sense 3.1K
its promises were appealing to me. gave me an identity. i needed it as a crutch to get through a bad childhood. My Rise to Christianity and Transcendence From It 28.3K
join a group Saved From Chritianity at Biola University 4.7K
just never knew any different Religion Schmeligion, or, Born Again Religionless 0.9K
knew i had to or i was going to hell I wanted Christians to be good people 6.5K
knew nothing else The Supremacy of Reason
knew too much What would you have done? 19.0K
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my mother Story 0203 4.3K
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never did parable the prodigal son
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Story 0021
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ot scriptures seemed to point to jesus as messiah Escape From Jews for Jesus 8.3K
out of fear VERITAS ODIT MORAS
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