I guess I've been Christian for the past 11 years. But I'm getting pretty fucking tired. Basically I have a problem accepting that shit happens to good people. It seems to me that only the poor and weak suffer in life. The rich and strong always have good days. Everytime I've seen a hurricane hit Florida, it always seems to hit a trailer park or a poor neighborhood. The Bible says God is love... that suffering is part of His perfect wisdom. I simply cannot find reason in that. Other Christians, Preachers and such, ask how I dare to question God's purposes? The funny thing is that I've seen preachers and church workers driving Mercedes and BMW's... Why is there such unfairness in the world? I won't accept that life is unfair, that it's only for the strong, and I can't deal thinking and have trouble understanding that God, a loving, just and merciful God, allows this to happen. I've seen good people die. People I know. Some family. Many freinds. I'm tired. I'm tired of never hav

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