persistence of memory
Montmartre (1/4/2003)
you want to experience
le paris romantique.
Art de la rue
you enter le métro at Sèvres Babylone sardined
in the moviescene with accordion boy
and commuting extras where is Amélie?
get off at Abbesses
all arched mausoleum
white tiles à la morgue
your francais c'est terrible
Non. Pas anglais.
you miss la funiculaire
climb spiral stairs up and up
(ascenseur pour l'échafaud? ) out of breath
up and up litter supplants people
discarded billets a road less travelled?
suddenly irrational anxiety knifes you
eyes crave sky lungs fresh air
then you see her on grimy steps
locks curled as Michelangelo's David
asleep or drugged or
dead.
panic. don't stop. must be asleep. keep moving
you step over and
up
up (wrought as iron)
up
and out
into the light bienvenue
climb la Butte steep cobbled streets
to Sacré-Cœur
this is better. Place du Tertre
berets easels what you want
to remember
Wonderland of street artists
Toulouse-Lautrec, Picasso as you dreamed
they would be
Dali éspace exhibition
Salvador is now an institution
Surreal's out there in Paris streets.
But in night's middle
you awake yet
to horrored guilt
see black curls
wonder who she was
dare not ask is she alive
in your mind forever unconscious
limply flowing down those steps
like a melting Dali clock
(from sparrow in an airport, Friendly Street New Poets Ten, March, 2005) Originally published on The Oracular Tree ezine, May, 2004)
